I’m tired. Like really tired and I have way too much going on to sit down and relax. Unless you can count sitting at a desk 9 hours a day relaxing. I guess you could at least the days I watched Dawson’s Creek.
Tonight Includes:
– I’ve got to do all the shopping for our trip this weekend. Do you know how much I’m dreading this? I hate it. I don’t want to do it.
– Finishing packing so we are ready to leave ASAP after work tomorrow.
Right now, since I can’t do shit sitting at this desk, I bought the new Eminem album. I can’t even talk about the Eminem concert at Comerica without wanting to cry. I swear all the crappy stuff happens all at once. Long story short, probably not going. Boo. If anyone has an extra ticket I’ll buy it! 
Anyhow…
I can’t shake the funk I’ve been in. It’s one of the bad kinds where you’re annoying yourself. The kicker is my life isn’t bad. I have everything I need and more, people who care about me and a job. I feel selfish and helpless all at the same time. I’m bored. I don’t want drama, trust me, but I’m bored. I need some type of stimulation. I guess it’s time to find a new hobby, a cause or something. What do you do when you get bored with life?
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12 Responses to “it’s boredom…it will pass”
When I’m bored I force myself outside of my comfort zone. It’s why I started grad school, volunteered for big brothers/big sisters and did online dating (this was a few years back). I guess I haven’t been bored lately but when I’m in a funk I go for a run, treat myself to a pity party (seriously, it helps) and then get over it!
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rialeilani
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July 1st, 2010 at 11:10 am
@Nora, yep i’m going to find something out of my comfort zone, i just don’t know what yet!
I hate those types of funks! Hope the weekend will drive you out of it! Honestly, I can’t remember the last time I was bored, though – New York, long distance relationships, and all my girlfriends keep me occupied! Explore more of your city!
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rialeilani
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July 1st, 2010 at 11:10 am
@jessica maria, i know you always seem like something fun is going on!
I sorta feel like I’m in the same funk. Even buying shiny new things like the new iphone doesn’t make me happy. People make me happy though, so I’m trying to arrange for hanging out with more people. And singing. Singing and music are my lifesaver.
Gahhh I wish we lived closer.
rialeilani
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July 1st, 2010 at 11:08 am
@Amy, i know me too!!
Oh, I love shopping. How could you not love shopping!?
I hate those sort of funks. When everything is going pretty well and yet I’m still not happy. 
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rialeilani
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July 1st, 2010 at 11:09 am
@Mel, it was mostly grocery shopping yuck
I’m sorry you’re not able to go to the concert
If I’d known you were in that situation I would have included you in the tickets we bought 
If anything comes up and Jasons’s sister canceled I’ll let you know for sure! And I’ll definitely keep an eye out for other tickets!
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rialeilani
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July 1st, 2010 at 11:09 am
@Lauryn, aw thanks i got a text from my friend she might still get tix but it’s still up in the air :-/
I’m always in a funk, it seems. Summer is not my season. Spring/fall, those are mine. I think.
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I feel selfish and helpless all at the same time.
I FEEL THIS SAME WAY! You couldn’t have said it better my friend. Hopefully your 4th of July weekend of fun helped you out of this funk