I want to blog today but the words won’t come out. They are jumbled in my head in a gigantic mess that needs sorting out. On one hand everything is perfect and just the way I like it, drama free.
There is a precarious balance. You can’t be drama free forever, only for periods of time. Something will come along and upset the balance. Like Amy said it’s energy it builds up and then it has to have somewhere to go. Mel had a quote on her gchat that said something to the effect of ‘it’s not survival of the fittest or the most intelligent, the ones that survive are the ones that can adapt to changes’.
For a couple weeks now I’ve been anxious and uneasy. I’m used to these periods of unrest. It just means that a change is coming. It’s kind of like the cliffs with the water beating up against them day in and day out. Little pieces fall off changing the structure.
It’s been pleasantly quiet around my household lately. I hope this change doesn’t impact that.
I’m not really sure where this is going…
Do you experience this in your lives too? You can feel something is going to happen and all you can do is wait and adapt. Sometimes I’m the catalyst, by my actions. Sometimes it’s someone else that puts things into motion.
The waiting game is hard…
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4 Responses to “playing a waiting game”
Are you waiting for things to go wrong because they are so good..?
I def do that!
yup… totally know how you feel. annnnd def about wanting to blog but the words won’t come out. you obv know why.
things will turn out ok for you. promise
i think it was a step in the right direction.
Observe yourself and be aware of your surroundings. The thing you are waiting for might be in front of you.
beautiful analogy about the cliff.
most of the time when things are so good, i’d get that nagging feeling that something bad will turn in later. i know we should just enjoy the moment as it lasts, and let things happen, but yeah, i can’t help it sometimes. ^-^
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