16
Jul
randomness. if you are looking for a substantial post you better find another blog today 
- no matter where i am or who i am with the sound of a harley davidson will always remind me of that summer ride with you
- the schism between my logic and heart is finally beginning to close
- i need to download some Janet Jackson to my ipod
- i think a small part of me will always want to walk away from everything i have (this makes me feel ungrateful)
- i need to simplify my life
- the death of my mom will be 6 years at the end of this month. i’m just starting to emerge from my traumatized state and beginning to see the old me
- last summer i found myself unexpectedly, i didn’t know i was lost until the experiences i had
- i will always love who i am when i’m with you, thank you for reminding me of that and reminding me of who i used to be
- i need to give hugs to amy, kat, lily & mel (to name a few) in the near future. i’d also like to have a toast to blogging and friends
- i wonder if it’s bad that i can’t see myself in 2 years, 5 years, 10 years. i also wonder if it’s highly pessimistic to not want to look that far ahead so i won’t be disappointed? or is it optimistic because i’m open to anything?
- i used to care way too much about my family’s expectations of me, somewhere along the line i realized that i don’t want to live my life for them and (to quote cartman) “i do what i want”
- my friends i’ve had the longest sometimes feel fake because while i enjoy hanging out with them we don’t really share secrets or anything too personal and that makes me sad
- i don’t know if i believe that you marry your best friend
- i think i can be too secretive, and i don’t think i have one friend that knows all angles of me. i’m good at hiding things i don’t want to be seen.
- is sex on the beach overrated?
5 Responses to “floating around in my mind”
and hugs back to you!
I can’t see myself in 2,5,or 10 years from now either. I used to have a timeline, but it wasn’t quite fitting my life- so i’m gonna go with ya and say- it’s optimisitc
and i think at some point no matter how good we have it- we all want to walk away at some point, if only for a day. but i think we all have that want to know if the grass is greener on the other side
and Ria- you’re awesome
Reinventing Amy´s last blog ..D to the Rama.
*hugs*
We need to toast in real life! We are way too close! What? A few hours away?
mel´s last blog ..Neofascistas 2.0
Ria, you’ve got some interesting things floating around up there. You’ve got great questions, I think! .. and I don’t know, IS sex on the beach overrated? ROFLMAO!
Thanks again for sending me the links to the beach houses
JavaQueen´s last blog ..Letting go is hard to do…
I actually really enjoyed this post. I also don’t have a Big Plan for my future…the best laid plans and all that.
sleepyjane´s last blog ..Owl City
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