& that's the way life goes

Thanks for all your supportive comments on my last post.  They definitely brighten my day.  I’m so lucky that you are so wonderful.

Last night C and I had a decent conversation.  I thought it cleared some things up.  Maybe I’m too hopeful.  Because 24 hours later I still feel helpless about the situation.

Anyhow…

This weekend should be filled with errands and obligations.  Woo!  I have a wedding reception tomorrow night and then I’m taking my dad to dinner on Sunday for his birthday.  He’s going to be 58.  My mom used to joke that that probably wasn’t even his real birthday and that he was born in a rice paddy so they are just guessing.  It was said out of love

I hope yours is fabulouso!!!

xoxo

Wow you guys yesterday was a record for my blog stats!  I actually passed a 100 views!  115 to be exact!  That is awesome!

I’m creating an email group so I can email out the passwords to my blogs.  It’s not that I don’t want to share them with you, there are some posts I’d like not to share with the whole wide world/internet.  If you’d like to be on my blogger email group let me know.  If you don’t, but find a password protected post in the future you’d like to read, email me and I’ll give you the password.

Bottom Line:

–I hate wanting someone to call and I know they won’t.

–I hate being in limbo.  I want to be upset and move on.

–I hate letting other people control the way I feel.

–I hate obsessing and whining (I’m surprisingly good at it though)

–I hate thinking about the memories that make me feel warm and fuzzy when I’m down like this because it makes me feel worse.

It’s never quite simple, it’s never that safe
it never seems perfect until it’s too late
It’s never the right time to find a new way

There’s an answer in the sound of a train
there is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There’s a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
there’s a beauty in walking away

~Marie Digby, Beauty in walking away

I have a serious affection for chihuahuas now so I found this one adorable