31
Aug

I’m 26 and I’ve never dyed my hair.  My Mom instilled fear in me whenever I would bring it up when I was in high school.  “Your hair will NEVER be the same!” she’d tell me.  I was always proud that I inherited my mom’s hair.  She didn’t start coloring her hair until she discovered some grays and even then it wasn’t a regular occurence.  I have to say that I love the color of my hair.  In the winter it looks black, BUT IT’S NOT!  (I have feelings about this)  It’s actually just dark, dark brown.  In the summer the sun brings out the red highlights that I believe I inherited from my Irish Great-Grandmother.  (Yes I’m Irish thankyouverymuch.  At least about 1/8 :)   I’m also 5/8 Filipino so some people laugh when I say I’m Irish)

Recently I was thinking about saying “fuck it” and dying my hair.  I go through stages where I just want to be different,  haha maybe be someone else ;)   I was at the doctor’s office when this mother and daughter sat down next to me.  They were talking about the color of her daughter’s hair, which was a very dark brown.

Mother: I wish I would never let you dye it, it’s NEVER going to be the same

Dauther: You don’t like the color?

Mother: It doesn’t look natural, it’s a nice  color but you had such beautiful auburn hair before you dyed it.  It’s NEVER going to be the same.

Daughter: Yes it will

Mother: No it won’t

Needless to say, I abandoned the idea of toying with the color of my hair.

*looks up to the bright blue sky, “I hear you Mom, I promise I won’t dye it”

30
Aug

I’m going to spend my weekend cleaning, I think.  Which is fine, but it got me thinking.  When I clean, I wipe down counters and anything that is obviously visible.  But the basement, closets and cupboards are another story.  See you only see that mess when you open them up.  It’s kind of like my life right now.  I can be clean and organized on the surface, but underneath I’m pretty much cluttered and a mess.  The parts of the house that no one sees, I don’t want to even start cleaning those up because I’m overwhelmed.  I don’t know where to start.   Cleaning the basement, closets and cupboards means throwing things out that have sentimental value that I no longer want or need.  Things I outgrew, like my cabbage patch dolls, barbies, kiddie games, old clothes, cracked cups and broken dishes.  I know that it can’t wait forever, that one of these days I’m going to have to take the effort and time to clean up both the house and my personal life.

28
Aug

I lied.  I guess I feel like writing.  I was outside with my phone on lunch jotting thoughts down.  I’m so exhausted today.  I have no idea why, but I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this tired.  This is even worse than when I only got 2 hours of sleep.  I guess I haven’t been sleeping well lately.   Anyhow here’s a bullet of my randomness:

  • I like the smell of wood (shut it! lumber…you pervert ;) )
  • I had a dream I was doublefisting donuts last night.  One was jelly filled, the other was glazed and had chocolate frosting on it.  YUM!  (sidenote: I used to be able to resist donuts…yeah not so much anymore)
  • This morning someone brought in donuts, I chose the jelly filled, but wished I would have gotten a chocolate frosting one.
  • I totally realized I dropped the ball on some work that didn’t get done.  It was an honest mistake I swearz!
  • Red vanilla tea…amazing
  • Favorite lyrics as of right now: “guess i’m wishing my life away, with these things i’ll never say”
  • I want to curl up with my pups and sleep
  • I need a vacation
  • Sometimes I imagine myself going home to another place like another dimension of my life where the only things that are consistent with my real life are my dogs
  • Some people hide their crazy well, others do not
  • I eat a banana every day Monday-Friday
  • I miss being responsible for just me

Ok back to work…

28
Aug

I don’t have a lot to say.  That’s a lie, I do, but I don’t feel like sharing today.  Instead, I will share happiz wit u.  (click on pictures to view originals)

27
Aug

I knew the answer before I took this, but I wanted confirmation ;)   Thanks JQ!  I stole this from your blog!


You Would Make a Horrible 1930′s Wife


You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife.

You may be so wild that you aren’t even considering marriage!

Good thing we don’t live in the 1930s anymore!

Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?
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