& that's the way life goes

I’m taking it one day at a time, that’s the only way I know how.  Part of me would love to share with all the awesome people I’ve met here in blogland, but my private self won’t allow me to.  So I’m sorry for the cryptic posts, that most likely have hidden meaning to them.

I woke up this morning somewhat refreshed.  I slept through the night, not waking up at 3:50 or 4:50am.  I think I know what I have to do, but it takes a lot of courage and I’m not sure I have it yet.

I firmly believe what will be will be and everything happens for a reason.

I have no weekend plans yet.  I’m kind of glad about that.  I’m thinking maybe I’ll take the dogs for a walk and enjoy their company.  I sat in the backyard with them last night after tae kwon do and threw the ball.  Scooby just likes to take the ball from Nani, not really understanding the game of fetch.   Just observing their canine behavior calms my psyche and my racing mind.  What it would be like to be a dog.  You may not live as long but if you have good owners your life is set.

The countdown is on.  6 months until I will test for my temporary blackbelt (bodan)

Oh I guess I lied, tonight I’m meeting my cuz’s g/f for a little retail therapy.  Not that I need any more of this but it will be fun to just hang out.  I was at the Outlet Mall this week and bought tons of stuff.  Mostly because at the time it made me feel a little better.  Now my bank account is really hurting!  Awww well

I want to not always have to make the plan

I want someone to pick up after my messes sometimes

I want someone to take some of the burden

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This cracks me up

courtesy of fail dogs

I won’t mention that this morning at 6:45am someone told me I need to die.  That would ruin this post.

And the hits just keep coming. They aren’t all bad, just take time to think about. Life is like a rollercoaster, someone I hold dear to my heart, recently said that to me. There are ups and downs and you just have to take them as they come. I’m trying to be very zen about it. Repeating sayings like:

–What will be will be

(to all the developers i know that read this: it blinks, I know, shut up!)

–Everything happens for a reason

–It will all work out in the end

–Taking it one day at a time

Do you have any favorites you’d like to share with me to help keep my zen state of mind?

so I recall this time when I was in college and we were drinking while at work.  please now is not the time to ask about drinking at work.  it was the time i passed out under the desk.  after drinking shots of nasty whiskey we headed to the union for mcdonalds.  apparently, poor aaron came into work the next day with smashed fries underneath his desk.  i had been sitting in his chair the day before.  well…tonight i made myself a scrambled egg sandwich (i’ve been told I have a weird craving for eggs when I’m drunk) and as i tried to shovel it in my mouth my dogs were gobbling pieces off the floor.

ahhhh a perfect sunday…piece and quiet and beer.