I’m taking it one day at a time, that’s the only way I know how. Part of me would love to share with all the awesome people I’ve met here in blogland, but my private self won’t allow me to. So I’m sorry for the cryptic posts, that most likely have hidden meaning to them.
I woke up this morning somewhat refreshed. I slept through the night, not waking up at 3:50 or 4:50am. I think I know what I have to do, but it takes a lot of courage and I’m not sure I have it yet.
I firmly believe what will be will be and everything happens for a reason.
I have no weekend plans yet. I’m kind of glad about that. I’m thinking maybe I’ll take the dogs for a walk and enjoy their company. I sat in the backyard with them last night after tae kwon do and threw the ball. Scooby just likes to take the ball from Nani, not really understanding the game of fetch. Just observing their canine behavior calms my psyche and my racing mind. What it would be like to be a dog. You may not live as long but if you have good owners your life is set.
The countdown is on. 6 months until I will test for my temporary blackbelt (bodan)
Oh I guess I lied, tonight I’m meeting my cuz’s g/f for a little retail therapy. Not that I need any more of this but it will be fun to just hang out. I was at the Outlet Mall this week and bought tons of stuff. Mostly because at the time it made me feel a little better. Now my bank account is really hurting! Awww well 
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thats’ the way to do it, taking it one day at a time.
I remember that feeling too. Hold onto it, remember it. It’s gonna be a long tough road.
I remember that feeling too. Hold onto it, remember it. It’s gonna be a long tough road.
I remember that feeling too. Hold onto it, remember it. It’s gonna be a long tough road.
I remember that feeling too. Hold onto it, remember it. It’s gonna be a long tough road.
I have noticed the cryptic posts and been wondering whether everything is OK. Continuing to think about you and hope that everything works out the way it should.
hang in there!
stay strong and remember this thought:
“live your questions now, and perhaps even without knowing it, you will live along some distant day into your answers.”
~rainer maria rilke
Whatever it is, it’s okay to not want to or be able to lay it all out there now, or ever. Somethings are just meant to be kept inside.
I’m happy you’ll be getting your black belt, what a major accomplishment! Way to go!
I had a great time Friday night! Though, we should’ve made a pact and set it in stone that we will never go to Royal Oak ever again on a weekend night.
Can’t wait till next weekend–movie time!